I am going through some life changes and I don’t know who to turned to. I have lost everything I have ever owned but still have some minor things. I have no place to live and no one to turn to. I recently tried to take my life because I was sick of everything going on in my life. I stay in hospital for about 2 weeks. I decided to try and reconnect to my family to see if I could get some peace.
My uncle offered me a place to stay so I took him up on his offer. When I arrived he told me not to ask him for ride to anywhere. He told that he is only going to keep roof over my head and that’s it oh and maybe some food in my stomach. I started looking for work right away constantly putting out apps and resume. Now I am new to this city and knows nothing about it. So when I would ask him where a place was or a street he would say look it up. Then he would say you better use the bus to get there. I had to pass on a couple of jobs cause I did not have transportation to get there.
I finally had found a job that was pretty close but the bus system did not come out that way too often. I had to beg him to please help me out so I can work. Well he finally agreed but made demands on me that I must pay him to take me back and forth and pay for any repairs to his car. So not soon after I got the job we get into a fight about me not cleaning his bathroom and me snoring to loud preventing him from studying. I was so mad I finally spoke my mind and told him how I felt.
He does not work all he does is go to school. I clean every part of the house except the bathroom I told him he can clean his own bathroom I clean up behind myself so can you. This man barely buys enough food for me to eat but I never complain. This man have me suffer in the heat sleep on a hard couch and I never complained. This man told me that he is tired of helping people who just take from him. I have never ask this man for anything I never ask to come live with him. He offered and at the time I thought this god lending me a hand. Now I see it as the devil making life worst for me.
I called my grandfather and he came and picked me up he tried to help me find a place to live but because I had broken my lease because I could not afford my rent any more. they list it on my credit as failure to pay after I explained the situation to them. So my grandfather rented me a hotel room for me to stay in and left. So I’ve been living day by day trying to keep myself feed off 80 dollars for two weeks sometimes I’m lucky and have a little more left in my check. The money I do have coming I use it to rent a hotel room so I can be somewhat presentable at work.
The place I work under pays all its workers and barely maintain its facility. The DON is a rude person who denies to give anyone a raise. They refused to pay us any holiday pay or give vacations. This company also steal money out of our paychecks. They do this by changing our time. They don’t care how much you try to keep this place running or how you give up your time to help out. The unit manager is a very lazy person does not do what she is supposed to do and pass on her work to everyone else. When you try to complain to the DON she always has something smart to say. She never corrects the unit manager but wants to always blame the employees for their mistake. So pretty much life is not getting any better for me and I’m just tired of it. I feel like I am at the end of my rope. I don’t want to hear keep your head things will get better because things are not getting better. I just would like answer on how to fix my life to make it like it once was.